Hurts So Good...

Shit.

That's all I got today.

Again...

I've chosen a picture of Rob

that shows my feelings.

I've read that today

is the last day of filming for Rob

on "Remember Me"

Please God.

Let it be so.

Everyday.

Every damn day.

More and more pictures of Rob.

I feel like I've seen the whole damn movie.

Enough already.

You see...

I'm addicted to Robert Pattinson.

I not only want to see him...

I NEED to see him.

But I need some semblance of control.

A modicum of discipline...

Seeing endless pictures of Rob everyday

isn't fucking helping...

You know?

I feel like I've been punched in the gut.

Oh, and...

What is that red blob on the ground there?

That?

That's just my fucking heart.

It's been ripped out of my chest...

and beat to shit.

And then when they were done

kicking and punching it...

They fucking stomped on it.

So now...

my heart is just a flattened,

bloody,

splattered,

mess.

Kinda like Rob

in this picture.

Go away beautiful boy...

Before I beg you to stay.

You fucking own me

Robert Pattinson.

Isn't that enough?

Bye for now ♥